Goodbye

            I know that I should probably be resting in bed right now but, I feel so useless in bed, I want to do as many things possible because I know I won't be here for much longer. Last night was a tough one, I had a terrible coughing fit. It was so horrifying that I thought it was my time to go. I hope when the time does come, I will pass away peacefully. Also, I am now breathing through an oxygen tube which is unfortunate that I now additionally need extra help to breath. Overall, I am feeling blessed that I am still here, although I am physically and emotionally exhausted. The other day, Mitch asked me if I were to have another day where I was completely healthy and normal, what would I do? I explained to him that I would have just another average day that I used to be able to have before I was diagnosed with ALS. Many people may have different ideas for example, going skydiving or riding the world's tallest roller coaster but, I just miss being able to wake up in the morning and experience the beauty of a natural day. I miss being able to hug and kiss my friends and family so easily, and telling them "I love you" without almost choking. I miss sitting down at the dinner table with Mitch and eating our favourite meal from the number one deli. I miss a lot of things, but, the experience with reconnecting with Mitch on my last bit of time on earth was one that I will never forget. On Tuesday, I had a very difficult time talking so I was not able to have a conversation with Mitch. Mitch sensed that I was not doing good. He cried, while I hugged him and kissed him goodbye. Mitch never cried, and this shows the true impact that I made in teaching him the true meaning of love. Mitch and our relationship meant a lot to me and I am glad that I was able to change his heart for the better and learn the true meaning of life, and I am proud to say that Mitch is more than a friend to me and more like a son. If there's one thing I can teach you readers is that, love is all you need. Tell your friends and family how much you love them because life is too short to waste any time. At last, I hope my teachings not only stay with you today but, for the rest of your lives.

Goodbye,

Morrie Schwartz

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